The past memory, the feel, the experience

People may not treasure things that they have now, but when it is gone, it might be gone forever. Just like school, when I saw my friends who are in express stream getting their 'O' level certificate and graduating from secondary school, I was very anxious and wanted to graduate and move on to next level of my education. But once I got my 'O' level cert, my feeling started to change. Things like what I always do everyday, my lifestyle had totally change. Doing project with my friends, rush to canteen for food, all these are going to be memory and we are not going to do it anymore.

When I get to poly, my anxious feeling of graduating starts again, I was hoping to finish my course ASAP and get the cert and get out of this place. Although I have friends in school, but still that feeling of finishing the course ASAP, still stays. Not say I am not enjoying my course but I am a person who wants to do things quick and fast thus I did not really make full use of my time well in school.

During NS, last day in camp, I was still very happy about POP. But now thinking back, rather than counting down the days during training, I should really treasure them. POP liao, all my bunk mate all got into their vocation, spread out liao not more 22-b liao.

Think now I will really need to treasure my NS life as much as possible, rather than counting down, I rather enjoy it :) and now i have lost count of how many weeks I have been in OCT

Months after NS

It's been a few months where I enlisted to NS. Until now I really enjoy the experience in NS. It's great place to meet new friends and learn new things that I never learn before. I was posted to OCT which was totally unexpected. Because I thought base on my physical, I will not get into such a good posting. I was happy but worried that I couldn't pass out from this course.

But nevertheless I will still try my best to train hard and work hard to earn this title and since is just once in our life. So I will use this time to train real hard.

For me, nothing is impossible, if I try my best and get to the goal, so can anyone. Even though I am weak, but still I will try my best to overcome every obstacle that I encounter.

There's still long way for my ORD but still have to endure it and LLST to do everything that's needed.

Reaching the goal is one thing, but the process of learning is what we gain the most and what we will remembered the most. Because once you reached your goal, you will tend to remember the process of the training that you had gone through. So I hope that I will make my training process a memorable one :)

Gamer

Synopsis
GAMER is a high-concept action thriller set in a near future when gaming and entertainment have evolved into a terrifying new hybrid. Humans control other humans in mass-scale, multi-player online games: people play people...for keeps. Mind-control technology is widespread, and at the heart of the controversial games is its creator, reclusive billionaire Ken Castle (Michael C. Hall). His latest brainchild, the first-person shooter game "Slayers," allows millions to act out their most savage fantasies online in front of a global audience, using real prisoners as avatars with whom they fight to the death.


I just watched this show today. I find that the concept of this show is good but not the storyline. I like the concept that in the near future, our game is not like what we have played today, where the character inside the game is not real. In their game, the character they used to play are real people. If the person in the game die, they really die! This concept is quite fresh to me and seems good at first but the storyline totally destroy the image that I had for this movie.

Some part of the show is totally unnecessary for this show, they should focus on the people who fought hard for their life. I understand that they want to show how this kind of technology can affect the future life, but it's totally useless and not nice at all! The ending was even crap, really crap. I hate the ending, I thought the main character might need to do some high risk mission in order to kill Ken Castle. But in the end, he just stab him with a dagger and that's end of the show...

Overall I rate this movie 6/10...

Slacking....

These few days really slack a lot sia.... I feel my body getting weaker and weaker LOL.

Lack of vigorous training, lack of motivation, lack of everything except time.

Muscle all becoming shaggy liao.

Feels that all the training have all turned into waste...

Haiz...