Friday, November 20, 2009

The past memory, the feel, the experience

People may not treasure things that they have now, but when it is gone, it might be gone forever. Just like school, when I saw my friends who are in express stream getting their 'O' level certificate and graduating from secondary school, I was very anxious and wanted to graduate and move on to next level of my education. But once I got my 'O' level cert, my feeling started to change. Things like what I always do everyday, my lifestyle had totally change. Doing project with my friends, rush to canteen for food, all these are going to be memory and we are not going to do it anymore.

When I get to poly, my anxious feeling of graduating starts again, I was hoping to finish my course ASAP and get the cert and get out of this place. Although I have friends in school, but still that feeling of finishing the course ASAP, still stays. Not say I am not enjoying my course but I am a person who wants to do things quick and fast thus I did not really make full use of my time well in school.

During NS, last day in camp, I was still very happy about POP. But now thinking back, rather than counting down the days during training, I should really treasure them. POP liao, all my bunk mate all got into their vocation, spread out liao not more 22-b liao.

Think now I will really need to treasure my NS life as much as possible, rather than counting down, I rather enjoy it :) and now i have lost count of how many weeks I have been in OCT